Saw Rogue One yesterday; saw that Carrie had died just now. Goddamn it. Goddamn everything. I am so fucking unspeakably upset. I feel like we killed her by loving her. My heart is fucking bleeding.
I keep crying too, and it feels stupid but ... God.
I keep remembering that when I got my bipolar diagnosis (and gentle hints about mood stabilizers for the rest of my life), I just kept thinking "like Carrie. That's okay." And it was! I can't believe this.
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I keep remembering that when I got my bipolar diagnosis (and gentle hints about mood stabilizers for the rest of my life), I just kept thinking "like Carrie. That's okay." And it was! I can't believe this.
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